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"La ilaha illa Llah" states "There is no God
but God." This simple yet profound statement of Unity reminds us that
God's Essence permeates all. However, we don't live every moment in the
conscious awareness of the Presence of God. In the following discourse,
Sheikh Din distinguishes form, or who we think we are, from Essence,
Who we Really are. When we realize God's Presence within, we can truly
begin to see God everywhere.
It could be said that the fundamental
substance of Reality is Consciousness. Last time we were together we
expressed the notion that there's a "little bit of God" in everybody
and everything. In this sense, we could say the fundamental substance
we are calling Consciousness is the little bit of God that is in
everybody and everything. Why do we use the term "Consciousness"?
Consciousness denotes something that is animate, awake, alive and
present, full of feeling, creativity and intelligence. Consciousness is
mindful, and it is Presence. Maybe this seems a little too abstract, so
let's try to offer an example.
It could be said that the fundamental
substance of a sculpture is clay or marble. However, when you look at a
sculpture, as in Michelangelo's David, you're so impressed by the form
that you don't initially "see" the marble. You might even approach
David and exclaim, "How real! How magnificent!" Not many people walk up
to Michelangelo's David and nonchalantly mutter, "That's a hell of a
piece of marble." No. We are more impressed by what the marble has been
sculpted or formed into.
Likewise in life, the fundamental substance
of Reality is Consciousness, Allah's Ever Living Presence. But how
often are we in the state of mind or the state of seeing to approach
Reality and realize that God's Presence is everywhere and is in
everything? Most often we are just as impressed by Reality's forms as
we are by the form of Michelangelo's sculpture. Can you understand?
The sculptor's impressions which mold the
marble or clay are what give the substance the appearance of being
David. Likewise, the "impressions" made upon Reality are what give
reality the appearance of what you think It is. Perceived reality is
constructed of an untold number of physical and psychic impressions.
When we can accept that the fundamental
substance of Reality is Consciousness, we can then declare that we are
one; one mind, one heart, one desire, one love, one thought, one
longing, one God. If we are one, why is it that we appear separate?
Because, for a limited time, our minds are more attached to the forms
of reality than Reality Itself.
Most participants on the spiritual Path and
in the "New Age" movement misuse the word karma, i.e., my karma, your
karma, good karma, bad karma, etc. Karma is all too frequently used to
describe the effect or reaction to the forms of certain personal and
collective reflections. But this is actually a corruption of the word,
because karma has nothing to do with form. The word "karma" is simply a
Sanskrit word meaning "action." It doesn't denote positive action or
negative action; it simply denotes action. The "law of karma" reminds
us that through action we impose, attract and acquire impressions upon
ourselves and others.
Like the sculptor molding clay, touching the
big, soft block of clay would affect it by the squeezing of the
sculptor's hand leaving an impression. So the clay takes on its new
form. It becomes a sculpture over time as the artist works to control
the sets of impressions. However, the underlying Reality is that the
sculpture is clay taking on a form.
In the process of action and reaction
(karma), life's impressions undergo a pressure to correct or balance
themselves. In other words, it's not as simple as the sculptor leaving
a static or fixed impression upon clay, but as experiences are
impressed upon life's clay, the impressions seek to be relieved. The
impressions on life literally "want" to dissolve back into the
fundamental substance and return to the original balanced condition.
The more impressions we have accumulated upon
the True Self, the more impressions that our personal sculpture is made
of. More impressions require a longer period of time to undo. If we
poked our fingers very deeply into clay, a bigger hole would have to be
filled than if we only touched it lightly. Some might call this
impression repair "burning off your karma" or "reaping what you sow,"
or in ecumenical terms, "spiritual reconciliation." To quote Bob Dylan
we might say, "Bringing it all back home."
The willingness to allow life's impressions
to return back into balance, to reconcile, is the process of
spiritually "letting go" or spiritual "surrender," in plain terms. The
letting go and surrendering of impressions is that which allows those
very impressions to reconcile themselves. The opposite is hanging on to
the impressions. We call that, in plain terms, "being attached." The
categories of impressions and attachments include projections,
assumptions, expectations, conjectures, fantasies and so forth. If
you're attached to form, while forgetting that underneath form is the
fundamental substance, you don't want the form to change, do you?
Because you think the form is what's Real. Just like if you were to
watch the great, magnificent sculpture melt before your eyes, you would
realize it is not David, but that the real substance is marble. Marble
was only temporarily taking the form of David.
How attached are you to the impressions of
your own life, thinking that the way your life operates is the Truth?
The spiritual Path and practice is the process that detaches us from
falsely identifying with form and has us re-identify with substance, as
the great Prophet Jesus (a.s.) taught, "Separating the wheat from the
chaff." Raw ore must be smelted by heat for the gold within. The Sufis
call the fundamental substance "Essence." Essence is also comprised of
Consciousness.
Some people have never had a glimpse that
they are anything other than the impressions of who they think they
are. They are thoroughly locked into identifying with the marble
sculpture, mistakenly thinking that their body, age, gender, language,
job, residence, ancestors, religion, preferences and habits are the
Essence of the True Self. If you don't know any better, you are totally
locked in. A mind is as it thinks. That's all it knows.
Living under this illusion is a guaranteed
formula for suffering, because no matter how tightly one tries to hold
on to forms, the forms change. It is just like the old saying about
building castles out of sand. No matter how elaborate the structure we
build for ourselves, at some point the wave comes and takes it away.
Look at the impact Of time, place and person on your own life.
What expectations have you had so firmly
fixed in the scope of your life? What aspects of your physical, mental
and emotional reality have you thought would always remain, would never
change and would always last? Did they? No. They never do. Starting
with our bodies; they don't last. They change. They get too big, too
little, too fat, too old and then they die. Oh well.
On the emotional level, our beliefs, our
relationships and our attachments to our possessions all change. It all
goes. So why be attached to the form of those items if we know that
those forms don't and can't last? I didn't suggest not to utilize them
properly. I simply challenge you with the question of attachment.
Inspect the system of the ego's defenses
carefully. See how attached this defense system is to the identity of
your personality. Is the personality your True Essence? The personal
defenses are caught up trying to protect the limited form of the
personality. This is the same form that over time changes and dies, yet
is mistakenly thought of by most people as being the Essence.
Do you think the marble really cares whether
or not the artist was perfect at sculpting the arm or the leg? If you
visit some of the great ruins of ancient civilizations, you will find
sculptures of great marble that have lost their arms or legs over time.
In spite of their great beauty, or missing limbs, do you think the
condition of the sculpture's form is all that important to the marble
itself? The marble remains to be the fundamental substance regardless
of time, space or condition. The condition of the sculpture's form may
or may not be important to the observer, but the observer is only
observing from a particular point of view. The observer's point of
reference is based upon self-interest, personal preference, expectation
and aesthetic appeal. According to the observer, the form of art has
value based upon preference. "Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder."
That's what art is all about, isn't it?
Abstract art challenges the expectation of
public preference to form, design and style. An abstract artist, rather
than a literal artist, may sculpt the sculpture without the arms to
begin with, just to get you to ask the question, "Where are the arms?"
Does the marble care or suffer (with or without arms)?
What is the "cost" of realizing the Essence,
fundamental substance, other than the shattering of our expectations?
In order to "realize the marble" we must let go of the attachments to
things (forms) that make us suffer. The only real cost is the
annihilation of our illusory projections.
It is amazing how important some people make
the form of their life compared to how unimportant the form of their
life is to someone else. One of the things that used to astound me
while living in New York City was how many people there were on the
street. As they bustled by, walking back and forth, I recognized that
each one of them represented the center of an entire individual
universe. Everyone of those people had a job, or were homeless, had
parents and brothers and sisters, as well as each one perceived the
world as if they themselves were the focus or the most important.
People are so consumed with themselves as the nucleus and just how
important they think they are in their situation. And there they are
passing each other every day, left and right, totally unaware or in
total disregard of just how important somebody else holds their form
and reality to be.
Do we look deeply enough to see the
fundamental substance, Essence, that holds, connects and contains the
whole? We've spoken many times about the seduction of a person's life
story. Every person has one. I know something, from a little bit to a
great deal, about each person in our Community. We can hardly say that
any of our lives are picture perfect. In addition to the tremendous
amount of spiritual longing, heartfelt love, care and solidarity that
we have experienced as a Community, we also know that some have come
from broken households, have been abused, have problems and addictions,
hurts, ailments and have been through divorce.
Everybody could tell a story of what got you
here. "Oh yeah? Well you ought to hear what happened to me." But you
see, these high impact life stories only cause the impressions that
create the form that you are living in. To the degree that you are
attached to those impressions is the degree to which you suffer over
holding on to the form.
We sit quietly in meditation. We pray. We
perform other spiritual practices so that we might get a glimpse of the
fundamental substance, the Essence, that underlies the personal forms.
This helps and allows the impressions and their forms to be released.
A person who cannot observe and learn to
control his/her mind will never be at peace. How could you observe your
mind, let alone control it, if you actually think that you are all of
the stuff that's rattling around in it? It would be impossible because
you are still attached to your body and mind thinking that it is really
you. You think that the forms and the impressions are you. So one must
sit; learn to sit quietly. We learn to go inside to look for the
Essence, the fundamental substance. We must dive deeply beneath the
surface of the sculpture into the Essence of our sculpture to find out
what it's made of. Quiet the mind, quiet enough where we can release
the attachments of our impressions. When we have the view inside
ourselves of the pure substance, then we are able to start to have that
sight outside ourselves. We will be able to see the Presence of the
Essence everywhere. When we can see the little piece of God inside
ourselves, then we start to see the little piece of God in everything
and everybody. This is the Presence of God/Allah.
If we were really a master sculptor, it might
be hard for us to simply look at any sculpture, anywhere, without
seeing the substance that it was made of or cast from. We would
appreciate the form while having the knowledge of its fundamental
substance. After enjoying the form, we would be looking to see the
substance: what is it made of, and how did it get like that? If we were
to become a Master of Reality, then we would always be looking to see
the substance of Reality, the Consciousness, the little piece of God
that is everywhere we go in everybody and everything. In coming into
contact with the various forms of creation, we are like the one who
exclaims, "Oh Lord, your Presence is everywhere. How did you come into
the world and create these forms? And why are they stuck on being that
way?"
By understanding the difference between form
and Essence, we are able to utilize the instructions of the Teacher and
the performance of spiritual practices to assist us in the process of
alleviating the formed impressions of life. This reconciling allows us
to return in balance to our fundamental substance. When we realize the
Essence, it might be said that we have glimpsed the Enlightenment of
Truth, God's Presence. We are then able to know directly the Nature of
Reality as it is. Upon this realization we no longer suffer over the
loss of form, nor are we attracted to it. We are linked to the pure
substance - the Essence.
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