ON FULFILLMENT
and the Foolishness of Chasing Dreams
On the Nature of Spirit
Spirit is what moves us, and attention is what moves
spirit. Wherever
we focus our attention, there moves our spirit also. Spirit is the fire
that removes the blocks that lets the energy flow. Moving/kindling the
Spirit is the essence of all healing arts - Kiatsu, Shiatsu,
Acupuncture,
spirit healing, energy healing and Sufi healing with “tawajjuh”
(concentrated
Divine attention), to mention only a few. To really feel and kindle our
spirit we must concentrate it. A small example. Feel the concentration
of your spirit when you contemplate a pleasure of which you are fond.
Skiing?
Biking? A movie? Relaxing with a good book? Not very deep but you get
the
point.
Focusing our attention on the Divinity (Allah) is not an
easy thing,
since He is NOT what you think He is and therefore how can YOU focus
your
attention on Him. Quite conceptual, to say the least and not very
experiential.
Fortunately a very subtle technique has been handed down from the
Divine
(Allah) through his prophet Muhammad and from him throughout his line
of
descendants who have always been open-hearted and compassionate to all
the people who came to them. This knowledge was then disseminated
through
generations of kind-hearted and sincere believers and seekers and
eventually
came to be known as the “Sufi” way.
The technique, if you will, is known as Hadhrah, which
means, among
other things, Presence (of the Divine). A few principles:
It's own annihilation in Divine Presence is
the goal of
spirit.
A concentration of spirit needs to be
present in order
for
it to annihilate
itself in Presence.
Spirit is a burning flame which consumes
itself and only
Presence is
left.
Presence is what remains when all else is
gone.
It’s an easy thing to know God, since He is never not
present, we
need only to turn our thoughts to him, and boom, there He is. That’s
why
one of His Attributed Qualities is that of At-Tawwab, the
Oft-returning,
Accepter of our rethinking.
But after this “connection”, or “re-charge”, how quickly
do
we turn
away? In a sense, we “use” God to regenerate our spirit and then turn
our
spirit away from God to use it for the fulfillment of our desires, as
though
He is not capable of fulfilling them better than we. This is, in a
sense,
disrespectful and, in a sense, hurts God’s feelings, because He wants
to
prove a point. He wants not only to fulfill our desires for us, and
indeed
He does, but He wants us to know Him, and know that He IS the
fulfillment
of our desires.
Feel the comparison between the lover and the beloved.
See
this in
YOUR relationship. In your deep heart, do you not want to BE the
fulfillment
of your beloved’s desires? Is that not the ultimate satisfaction?
Do you not want his/her desires to be so oriented that you CAN be his
fulfillment?
The formula is simple. BE your Beloved! For only the Beloved (ALLAH)
IS,
or can be, the fulfillment of all desire. That is His promise, and that
is exactly what He wants to be and do. In order to do this, we need to
KNOW that His Presence is with us at all times.
But what does this require of us? The focus of our spirit
on Him
and Him alone. Before we focus on “how” we can do that, let’s answer a
few questions first.
“But that will take me away from my life and my
responsibilities
and/or the accomplishment of my dreams and desires”, you say?
On the Foolishness of Chasing Dreams
What an intense amount of energy and frustration is spent
on the
chasing of dreams. Literally we waste our lives away in pursuit of and
illusory “happiness” that is always just on the other side of an “if
only”.
Yet we will all readily admit that a moment of deep contemplation upon
the Divine Existence of God brings into our lives that very joy and
happiness
that we are “seeking/trying” to “establish” on a “permanent” basis in
our
lives. This is stated so nicely in Qur`an "Verily it is in the
remembrance
of God that the hearts find fulfillment".
How simple it is. Why are we "seeking"? Because we have not
“found”!
Why are we “trying”? Because we have not yet “succeeded”. Why do we
want
it “established”? Because we have not yet discovered that it already
is.
And why do we want it “permanent”? Because nothing less will
satisfy.
Don’t you see that the “life of this (your, private,
individual)
world” is an exact mirror image of the Real World, into which God
(Allah)
wants you to step with full faith, trust and confidence?
So how do we get this faith, trust and confidence?
Simple.
Just pick
it up from them that got it. “And who are they”, you ask? I put it to
you,
the masters of the Sufi way. “And how can they be so sure”, you ask?
Well,
ask them. Meet them. Read them. They’ve all tried it and to a person
wish
to be living testimonials that it is the truth. That is why “bearing
witness”,
or testimonial to truth, is such a strong part of their lives.
“And where did they get this from?” They got it from the
truth itself,
from themselves, their observations, their own willingness to believe
in,
search and explore possibilities. They got it from others who had done
the same and found it to be a safe and well-trodden path. They got it
from
seeing Love in desperation. And when they heard that this was, in
truth,
the very message with which all the prophets were sent, they knew it
was
the truth already in their hearts, and believed the message of the
prophets.
So they joined them and their communities to live in, enjoy and spread
the word of this Way and understanding.
Kindling your spirit is the beginning. Ongoing life and
living, in
and with the Presence of the Divine, is the goal. So come to the Sufi
Way.
Taste the true joy of life, Drink the wine from the cup of love, and
feel
the peace of certain knowledge. Feel the existence of endless Divinity,
living your life in peace, security, love, and friendship, with
understanding
and healing for yourself and others. And Love. Above all, feel the
Divine
Love.
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